September 24, 2011

Life has returned to.  Or started to become a little bit more stable.  I’m not sure why.  I still have my moods.  But they aren’t lasting as long as they were.

I can’t quite figure out something.  If it really is me being moody, or if I am simply reacting to circumstances around me.

It’s very hard, from your own perspective, to differenciate.

It’s also very hard when very one around thinks you need to be on said medication to try and control who you feel you really are.

I still feel justified in my reactions to circumstances that arise around me.  That is the question you see.Is it me?  Or am I justified in the way I react?

I guess the peace that is currently permiating life is good enough for now.

The question still remains though.  Should I go back to the Dr’s for an increase in my current medication…?


September 21, 2011

I’ve been very hyper today.  Can’t understand why really.  Say and acting silly.  It’s been a long time since I have had a hyper phase like this.No doubt it is a bi-polar like symptom.  Might be time to report back to the Docs to see what’s what.  Might try and get a higher dose of my meds.  Have noticed some pretty damn heavy mood swings from happy to angry to sad and now to hyper.  All of these in one day!  Numerous times a day in many cases.After saying I have been hyper today I have recently hit a low.Classic symptoms.