Now what do I mean by that?
I’ll do my best to explain.
(Disclaimer: If you are not here to read boring personal drivel, you may want to skip this post now).
It feels like I have spent my entire life searching for something that can hold my attention. From people to hobbies to work. Why haven’t I found it yet? The problem must lie somewhere within me, to say otherwise would be extremely arrogant…. And yet… Never mind.
I am a ‘Jack of all trades and a master of none’.
What does that say about me? I’m not sure. Everything interests me, but I can’t focus on something for more than a week at a time. Sometimes I find myself sitting and thinking, ‘If only you put years of time and effort in to this, (this being whatever my latest interest is), you could, and probably would, master it. But I can’t stay focused. My mind will wander from topic to topic and book to book. Why? That, my friends is the true crux of my problem. My inate arrogance leads me to believe that everything I try my hand at is beneath me, but that can’t be true about everything can it?
I don’t know, maybe it can. It’s not the way I enjoy living my life though. A more likely reason is that I am impatient. This I have been told by many people on many occations, and it is very true. I am also very impulsive. Again, this has been pointed out to me on many occasions by many people. It is also very true.
I wish it was something I could change. Maybe I could, but I suppose it would take time and I’ll probably wander off in to a new fad and forget about what I was trying to do in the first place.
Speaking of which, I have a few sites on weather, my new love interest, that I want to visit so, see you later.